Hysteria

I find I don't know my blogbus adress when I open my Internet while I realize that i didn't write sth by it for a long time.

I  don't know what time I  begin to write a diary and cancel it .I  don't know what time I  begin to forget the thing of the past ,whether I still remember it clearly.I am very confused and complicated at this moment.

My second-year university life was over. Acturely ,during this period, I feel very sad and worried.perhaps I get depress. I hope I can adjust my life attitude during this summer holiday.

In recentlly,I have attention to a girl's blog who is go abroad Finland.I am very envy to her.From her blog, I know she may a diligent girl.Checked her curriculum,she has so much courses but her seem to very enjoying it.I am always thinking my Finland dream when I seeing her blog. Am I still remember it?

Buy two presents for my best friends as their 20 years old birth is my assignment before I left NanKing.I am shopping fuckin 12 hours in the all day ,but I still can't chose two gifts.In finally.I was bought a pair of VANS for myself.HAHA~Hope their don't mind it.

What's my holiday plan? To social practice?To go studying my English?I want have a travel to ChengDu,cuz I think the city's temperament likes CS so much.

I am arrived my home yesterday then I watched movie <Transformers 2:Revenge of the Fallen> .I am so glad that I saw it in English better than last time that first series.The film looks amazing,and as good as it's theme music such like Linkin Park's<New Divide>.Great music brings more effects to a movie and it is absolutely fantastic, I would recommend it.

      NEW DIVIDE

      I remembered black skies / the lightning all around me

　　I remembered each flash / as time began to blur

　　Like a startling sign / that fate had finally found me

　　And your voice was all I heard

　　That I get what I deserve

　　So give me reason / to prove me wrong / to wash this memory clean

　　Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes

　　Give me reason / to fill this hole / connect the space between

　　Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies

　　Across this new divide

　　There was nothing in sight / but memories left abandoned

　　There was nowhere to hide / the ashes fell like snow

　　And the ground caved in / between where we were standing

　　And your voice was all I heard

　　That I get what I deserve

　　So give me reason / to prove me wrong / to wash this memory clean

　　Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes

　　Across this new divide

　　In every loss / in every lie

　　In every truth that you'd deny

　　And each regret / and each goodbye

　　was a mistake too great to hide

　　And your voice was all I heard

　　That I get what I deserve

　　So give me reason / to prove me wrong / to wash this memory clean

　　Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes

　　Give me reason / to fill this hole / connect the space between

　　Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies

　　Across this new divide